You light my way

The last breath I felt you take was one I will never forget

My Mind was a fog, My heart became a bomb.

Then came the quiet explosion

Turning what was left of my heart

Into tiny particles floating thru what seemed to be empty space

Like a valley with no echoes,

Holding your absence was like being shored against the ruins

Drowning in 10 thousand directions

Hearing the water at the edge of all things

In the middle of nowhere

Hope becomes a Loss .

Faith became my crutch,

Struggles become reality

Life changed and continued on

But A part of me died with you that day

I turned a year older and your years ceased

And now I know your my star in heaven,

I look up and I see the star filled sky each night

And I know the brightest star I see up there is you

The star that still guides me in the right direction

The light that fills my heart with your memories

I Miss you Nana , Keep my light burning guide me,

Show me the way to make you proud always.

Let it someday lead me to you.

Love Hope