Choices

“It's absolutely hard. You know..to let go, & decide to jump into the uncertainty of the future with another... It's hard when you give them everything you have ever had to offer.. & they become a damn tornado & destroy everything they swore they would always treasure. They slowly but surely poison everything within you, as their lips drip with lies as they whisper they love you. So you fight every single emotion of regret & force yourself to remove the old blind fold you placed upon your mind & heart to stick around with a person who is less than a sad excuse of a lover. You find within you words that you thought of late at night but never dared to say... " I can't do this anymore. Goodbye." & although at that very moment you feel like everything you had disappeared. You being to move on... You begin to heal... You begin to live again. & you fight and you fight to remove that person still hanging onto your foot like an anchor, waiting to drown you in your past. & at the end you realize that they're really the ones who got the raw end of the deal... You let go of someone who didn't even love themselves, while they lost you.