Write or wrong ???
Have you ever had that time when you looked yourself in the mirror or just had some time of reflection. And you thought in depth: “who am I”? Like, of course you know who you are but there is always that little more curiosity that gets in the way.
Here I am. Filling the bed in diagonal position. I’ve been lying like that for hours now and can’t recall if there were moments of dreaming or just me getting deep in my head that formed images from thinking. While breathing in and out, and focusing on that to get away from the thoughts that keep ticking and swarming, I would open my eyes from time to time. As I would do that, I couldn’t help but to confront myself in that big mirror up on my wall. Looking into my eyes, I would suddenly step out of my real self and become the person in the mirror looking back. Full of curiosity, full of questions. Who am I? Spirit. Body. Mind. Heart. Soul. An idea, or expression. Or maybe a dream. Wave after wave… It all became the chaos, and I found myself in a wrong story. Stress overshadows everything, energy failed me and I started having a very hard time being wonderful strong, soft self.
Wrong way. With no destination. I thought I had a smart solution to this problem. I felt like I had something inspiring to share with you… but my conclusion got lost in my storm of thoughts. However, what I can write – there is always a dear friend who will cheer you up, and bring your positive energy back. Ask you to join them on eating a cake, and fill your day with laughter. And you will notice your inner self finding a crack to pick through. Smile after smile. Wave after wave. Word after word. Writing my way, even if it’s the wrong one. I will fall asleep thinking about people I hold close to my heart, bringing me more excitement than anything I could have ever imagined. So don’t be afraid to lose yourself from time to time. The individual that comes out of the maze might just surprise you. And you will fill again the spinning of the galaxy in your heart, mind and soul.